Monday, April 17, 2006

The following is a copy of the email I sent to Cyndy tonight.  I wanted to share it with you all, as I am feeling rather unsettled about my moods and behavior lately.  Thanks for all your encouraging words.  Cherry, I knew you'd be the one to kick me in the butt!!  I fully deserved it!  THANKS! 
I was so saddened at the news of Pamela's passing....I have been such a pessimist of late, and I am shamefully saddened that I have  been taking life and love for granted lately, when so many, like Pam, have had to endure soo so much and would give (or have given) anything to have what I have.   I must pray for ability to see more than what I have been seeing.... 
Thanks for the positive messages, Cyndy!   xoxox Michelle


cherry2sweet2eat said...

Yeah gurl you was sitting there down and fussing and im thinking you got alot to be happy and proud of. Now you see how it is right. I look up to many people with healthy bodies and lifes and get angry when i hear them complain because i am always in the hospital with something new and i wish i could live the lives they live and i wanted you to know that you have alot something that i want but fear because i dont want my child to live the way i have to live sick and depressed cuz i can pass my disease on to my child but you gotta whole lot remember that michelle :)

siennastarr said...

At least you see that you have so much to be grateful for.. and that's a start, right?? :)

Pam, unknowingly woke alot of people up, and made them/us realize how precious life is, and to be grateful for each and every day!  

She will be missed alot here in JLand..

Hugs to you..


butterflies4me04 said...

i thank you so very much for stopping by my journal and leaving me a comment .... because if you would not have, I don't know how I would have found out about Pam ...... it may have been some time .... but thankfully you stopped by my journal, left a link to yours, I stopped by and read your latest entry and immedietly went to her journal to find the saddest news that i have received in a 8 months .... another greta soul was taken from our lives, but at least she is from all the pain!

Again i can not thank you enough for stopping by my journal and leaving me a link to yours ....... it was heaven sent! :)